It's the weekends once again. And I'm glad about that cos' I know I can stay away from some unwanted irritations for this while, and actually let myself relax and enjoy peace, which has quietly existed in our city life. I mean, what's more important than what you want in life? It's you, who is leading the life you are in. Don't let this insignificant and yet important authority go stray or even die off. Behold it well and bring triumph to your life. If not, we shall see what is going to happen to you. Good luck.

Anyway, I'm not feeling great over these few days. Hmm...I think probably it's b'cos of the academic workload and some people, making me kinda stressed and emotionally shaken. Ok, I shall give myself some break here and there to recover from these problems. Treats will be nice too as my appetite is not good either. Yup, I have to take care and love myself more from now onwards. I love ME!

After attending the award presentation, I have got several words of wisdom, and encouragements from a graduate of 1984 and some lecturers and directors. That's really nice cos' for the past few days, I found myself unable to mix naturally with the crowd in my class, leaving myself slightly miserable for being alone at most of the time. Hmm...perhaps the big misunderstanding has changed everything to a point of no return. Even my slight forgiveness is not helping me back to talk to them normally, like I used to. Oh well, there's no hurry. Time will heal anything.

By the way, I feel like organising something for the coming Christmas to let my loved ones and me able to enjoy the Christmas spirit together. Hmm...but I wonder what will be the best to fit into this idea? A home movie screening with great food and wine? Or simply just have dinner outside and walk through the Orchard Road Christmas craze? I shall have to take a closer look to every idea I have now before deciding on one.

Ok, I think I will like to have a good rest this weekend. I have started to realise my school schedule is rather hectic for me that I seem to be tired in the recent mornings. Hmm...ok, please give me some peace over this weekend. Try not to contact me unnecessarily. You'll be appreciated for doing this favour.

Hmm...how come anger seems to be the main topic for this week? It seems to come by whereever I pass by. So I thought sometimes the best solution to handle it is to be unlucky. That's b'cos you got to be unlucky sometimes before being lucky. Agree? Yup, so I suppose this is a great time to let me learn and achieve higher wisdom or patience. And it's also a good way to gain maturity, which will be critical in time to come.

Oh, I have bought a new pair of covered shoes. And it's a Nike's Court Force. Accordingly to the salesman, it's one of the newest shoes from Nike. I think it's the truth as I have not heard or seen it before today. I will say that it's a combination of Dunk and Air Force One, with meshing section around the ankle and multi-toned sole. So it's indeed a great pair of shoes to have. Hmm...I believe I'll love it as much as I love my Nike Dunk Low or Birkenstock Gizeh. Cheers...



Well, now I should be going to bed to have ample rest before a brand new day is to arrive into my time. Hopefully I'll be happy from now onwards. No more nonsense, please.

After telling someone my current big unhappiness, I feel slightly better. I must say the two persons who irritate me are still not showing their actual intentions, leaving me in some doubts. Well, I won't say that I hate them now or something. Maybe it's simply that I'm angry with them. And the anger I have is not the kind which can be dissolved within an hour or a day. Hmm...I wonder when this unwanted anger is to go away, giving me back the peace which I prefer. Please tell me.

By the way, I'm currently reading "Bridget Jones's Diary". Oh, Helen Fielding is really one of the funniest writers in Britain. And Bridget Jones is no doubt a creation of comic genius. I will recommend you to read it as there's so much hilarious contents which actually defines what it describes. And even men laugh while reading this book. Haha...it has brought me so much joy while being busy with my school work, and of course, being angry with the two assholes. So are you now convinced to read it? Hehe...

Ok, I'm feeling slightly tired now after long hours of school activities. So I'll try to sleep early later. And now I'm kinda looking forward to 'hunt' for a pair of covered shoes tomorrow. Yup, a new pair is expected to join my current Nike Dunk Low. Hmm...love this idea.

Sometimes I admit that my mind can be more complicated than it seems. It can be nice at a time, and then nasty at the very next moment. And when it's under unspoken pressure or stress, it might actually 'burst' and 'kill' anyone on its way. Haha...it kinda sounds abit comical. But I guess it seems to be the best way to describe it in a simple way. By the way, have you ever experienced these with your mind too? Maybe you actually have also done so, and just that you have never put it into words to tell anyone.

Anyway, I recently bought a Apple iPod Nano to replace the spolit Zen Micro, which actually ended its life by falling from a great height. The iPod is chosen cos' in my opinion, currently iPod is the only reliable brand which has a great navigation control. Moreover, the new second generation iPod Nano in 5 stylish colours has a thinner design, brighter display and a battery life up to 24 hours. So that's why I can't resist the temptation to become an iPod user. And after a few days of using it, I think the negative opinions I used to have for iPod are completely wiped out. Haha...now you can understand why iPod has taken up such a big market share for MP3 players.



Ok, I got to go off to relax myself before going on to do my homework. Maybe I can relax myself by sleeping for the whole day. Haha...