I don't know how far this can go. Maybe it never has even started. Maybe it is just illusion, or even an act of courtesy. But, the hard fact is we do make up a great team. Hmm, I'm pretty grateful that my partner didn't turn out to be some irresponsible and bastard-like chap. Instead, he is actually a nice, cute middle-built guy who I believe many girls will like. Oh, whatever. Let's just face it. One has to be realistic when it comes to love matters. And we should really see what is to come next before deciding how to react.

Okay, I recently happened to think of such issues, especially after watching the film, "He's Just Not That Into You" and hearing how some of my friends handled their relationship with their 'someone'. And I intended to make myself wake out and face the reality. In fact, I realize that I do have several crucial issues like academic matters to handle. So, why should one think of something that may or may not happen when you can use that same amount of time to do other things? Okay, unless you want it so badly that you can give up your beauty sleep to stay up with that 'someone' to watch some UEFA Champion League matches.

But, seriously, could anyone tell me how you identify yourself to have fallen for someone? Hmm...is it like you want to hug this person badly when he is not around you? Or, simply pure affection? Ha, I always wonder about this question. Pretty hard to see the answer to it.

Alright, I believe I said too much here. I need to stop here and go to bed. Oh my, it's already Thursday. Fast. And I hate it as the recess week is already half-way gone. Can someone rewind the time for me, just like how it is done for Mr. Benjamin Button?

"To do well in Thermodynamics, you must love it or even engineering. If not, you will realise that Thermodynamics is always a difficult subject to study."

This is what my tutor, Prof. Low, had said during the last tutorial. I wonder if this applies for all engineering subjects, or rather the engineering course itself. Hmm, life is really hard in university. And I am seriously struggling here and there. Can anyone help me? Please. I really need help.

Anyway, the recess of this current semester has just kicked off. And I think I really need to do something for myself. Hmm, of course, life is not just about study. It can be about anything under the sun. For example, sometimes I thought it will be nice to have a male companion like C.M. in my life, as we can share and enjoy each other's company. Or, I thought to set up my own coffee drink chain will be a better career option than to be an engineer. Haha...it's really anything out of anywhere.

Alright, time's up. I need to stop here to do other things. Time is precious. So, stop wasting it. You really only live once.

To begin, I would like to wish everyone a happy and smooth Lunar New Year. Yes, it's the year of Ox. As always said, the Ox is dependable, calm, methodical, patient, hardworking, ambitious, conventional, steady, modest, logical, resolute and tenacious. So, doesn't it sound good to everyone? The year-long (or probably longer) global financial crisis has significantly affected many people, regardless of nationality or social status. And as figures have said, more companies are expected to report lower profits or even losses. Well, I hope the year of Ox can bring hope and good progress across the globe, and also bring no natural disaster to any living things.

Talking about financial crisis, I see the need to change for the better. Yes, I mean to change things that involve in my everyday life. Haha, actually I am currently trying some methods to see if they really work. Oh, if you want to find out what they are, I would suggest you open your eyes and mind wide, and see what can fit your context. There's never a way that fits everyone. People come in shapes, size and background. It'll be realistic to sit down and find out on your own 'fitting' way. Right?

Okay, I am supposed to do up my laboratory report, tutorials, draft out Technical Communication proposal, and do my part for the upcoming EID. Haha, it seems like I really have to get into the good spirit the Ox has. Yes, I got it and am coming !!