Just received my 'A' Level results from Ms Chin for about 3 days. It's not very good. It's way below my expectations. It's way away from the amount of hard work I have put in. I don't understand why I am getting such lousy results. Anyway, there is still little to cheer about. It's b'cos I have passed all my subjects. When I was still in JC, I was worrying of failing Econs & Physics in the 'A' Level exams. Ha...now I must thank God that I have passed all subjects.

Do you know that I asked Ms Chin about my results? She said plainly that she knew I have put in my effort & could have done better. At that moment, my tears just rolled down my cheeks. And my heart was feeling extremely horrible. She even added to tell me to try applying for NTU's engineering. I can really see that Ms Chin is trying to console me as I was like in a maze, missing my sense of direction. And also I hardly cry, which makes this such cry to be so surprising to Ms Chin (I guess).

Anyway, I am still unsure what I really want to specialise in university. Maybe I should visit more of universities' open houses & fairs to understand more about the courses they provide for us. Then, I shall decide then.