Wow, I'm tired! Err...just have myself cleaned up after a day of work at Jurong Point's John Little. Ya, this is my new part-time job recommended by my sister to help her sales representative. It's pretty hard for me to get used to it at first as I have been doing office work for the past 5 months. But things got better as some people do come forward to help me, especially today with the store manager around. Oh ya, I must thank Evangel to visit me at my breaktime to accompany me to eat KFC & buy a pair of black shoes on the first day (which is yesterday). Hmm, how kind of her!

Talking about Evangel, I recently got to talk to her a lot about guys. And those conversations made me to wonder if there's anything wrong with me & the guys around me. Is it me being not brave enough to confess my feeling to a guy? (wah...this is since in secondary school when I told my best friends I wanted to confess to a guy. Right, Marilyn?) Or is it the guys' problem for not being brave to proclaim that they like you too? Goodness, it's very very hard to fall in love! Argh...but I seriously feel like finding a guy who can lend his shoulders, chest to let me lean on. I don't know why. Maybe I'm tired to fight alone for survivial. Maybe I actually have been troubled with this problem for quite some time & have not found time to look into it till recently. Hmm...where's the guy? Who could he be? Someone familiar? Or him?

Anyway, I'm really tired. Got to rest before working again tomorrow. Haiz...