Thursday, August 18, 2005 - 10:38 PM

Finally. I'm back. It's true that I have been feeling low over the past days all b'cos of tiredness & the problems I have faced recently. But I'm going to be strong or even stronger to restand the heavy rain which is falling on me. It's all b'cos of the words from my friends. They make me to reflect on my self-torture. They give me alternatives. They make me feel bad to overlook on some other issues which can be more important. Oops...I feel ashamed to state these facts. Anyway, no matter what, I shouldn't just stay on the spot. I have to foresee. I have to move on. I have to put in effort.

Hmm...let nature take its course? Yah. I should. I shouldn't rush in. I should give him & even myself some time. Also with some space. If we still are unable to let things happen after these, I guess we shall just remain as friends through this lifetime. Like that, it'll be better as we know we have already tried. Haha...love looks simple but complex in details. Xue'e, I understand what you mean. Thanks.

Ok, I'm going to revise my Final Theory. I have its practice tomorrow before Monday's actual test. And I hope things will get better from now onwards.