I'm smiling. Really happily smiling. I can feel that. Maybe he makes my day. And what he has done is just simply agreeing with some nice words used. I feel that I don't want to imagine anymore. I want to make it happen. But he's the key to the thing. If he doesn't agree to it, I can never obtain it. So it's a two-person affair. Love it or not. It's like that. Never change.

So my "him", you heard that? Give me an answer asap. You should know how I had felt back in early 2004. Till today, it's the same. I think you do feel that unless you are a dumbhead.