I know everyone is telling me to rest more so to recover from my illness soon & shouldn't be thinking so much. I really thank them. Don't worry as I'll take care of myself. I can't let my family & friends worry about me. And now, I'm feeling slightly better than on the past days. I guess the medicine does help abit. Oh, by the way, I find myself to lose 4 kg in these few days. Wow...

Anyway, as he wants me to do, I thought of the issue over and over again. Maybe I should really let him go back his carefree singlehood. And he can come back anytime when he is ready for a relationship with all commitment (this is what he keeps mentioning). Hmm...I just want both of us to be able to go on with our life happily.

Ok, I got to go & rest again so to be able to work again tomorrow. All the best for me!