When I got to see him to get his reply, I was rather happy as he claimed he was not neither angry or sad about what was written on the card. But to my surprise, the words on the letter killed me sliently. And I replied him via SMS as soon as possible to further clarify the issue.

Till now, the answer from him seems to be set. He seemed to have made up his mind. And I'm seriously affected by his decision. That's because...I can't clearly describe over here as it's too complicated. Anyway, he really hurt me badly. Badly to the sense that I can't stop crying when the words flash through my mind.

Anyway, I'm feeling empty & hopeless. Is this really the best for me? I really don't know. But it seems that it's best for him as he's not ready to part his singlehood & get binded by commitment. Whether we still stand a chance in the future or not is something I can't predict. Let nature take its course. After all, both of us are still friends.